The days I spent without love

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There are the days I spent in the college but far away from love, and it happens
when one of my friends has cancer. Here it goes:
Monica and I are good friends from high school, we usually spend the weekend tog
ether, and I will never forget those scenes we share one ice cream, read the sam
e book, love the same pattern pen, even eat the same food, we know each other so
well that we would doubt whether we are brother and sister for the preexistence
. My friends and their friends envy us a lot of this. We are the best partner in
the world.
Life is going in the opposite way it never should happen.
It is the 11 class that I find Monica begins to laugh less and less, even someti
mes looks so tired, she seldom sings and dance now, how foolish I am at that tim
e, I thought it at randomn that she must have something wrong with her study or
difficulties in daily life. So I just pay more attention on her private life and
take her to the park for walking, I hope my effort would do help to her, in fac
t, those days she smiles more and more, but hardly feel relaxed in deep heart.
I never forget the day: October 13th,2001, it is a rainy day and I feel a little
cold in my heart even though it is not a cold day, I have a sense there will be
something happen, Monica is pale today, and looks so frailness, we walk in the
campus, I discovered that today she is a bit different for she walks so long an
d say so little words, most of the time keeping silent, she likes listening the
voice of rain, but today she feels so uneasy and afraid so much, just like it is
the last day for her in the earth, later it proves the truth, after a two hours
walk, we sit down in the bench on the fawn, before that she tells me she is so
tired and wants to have a nap in my arms. I agreed without hesitation. How regre
tful I am now? I should never allow her to sleep; it is the last to second she s
leeps in my arms. One hour later, she lies on the bed of the hospital waiting fo
r a operation, until that minutes, I know she has a cancer.
I have not attended my class for two weeks already; I stayed beside the bed of M
onica day and night, I am waiting for a miracle, she never wakes in the last two
weeks, I had never seen her smile since the last time in the campus, how eager
I was? I pray for her each day when I get up and I dreamed of her waking in the
next morning, but miracle never comes to her and me.
Today is the 13th day since she is faint; I went up early out to buy her the ice
-cream we had shared together usually, on my way home I bought her a rose, wishi
ng it takes her luck. What an unforgettable time I can still remember, when I ar
rived at the door of room 201 where my Monica stays, I heard noise inside; I was
shocked to see that my Beautiful Monica opens her eyes and trying to stretch ou
t her hand for the blanket. I cried with laughter, I jumped up and down, shoutin
g around: Monica is back. We embraced so hard and I was afraid that once I let h
er go she would never come back again, I borrowed a mirror from a nurse for Moni
ca wanna have a look of herself.
That is the last time all my life to see her smile, it is the sweetest smile in
the world I have ever seen, I comb for her. Putting the rose I bought in her hai
r. I promise at that time she is the most beautiful lady in the world and foreve
r most pretty in my heart.
One hour later, she is in the operation room, and she never wakes up for me.
Monica has left me about five years now, and each year I will go her grave with
a red rose and an ice cream the kind she loves most. She is gone but remained in
my heart for ever.
I have once sworn I will never fall in love with any body in the first five year
s Monica leaves me. That is the reason I call this article the title: THE DAYS I
SPENT WITHOUT LOVE.
Monica is my love, my first love, eternal love.